Deborah Ann Holsgrove

x Forever in my Heart x

My mummy ment the world to me. The day she passed away broke my heart, it was so sudden and unexpected. She had been feeling very unwell for a few days so we called the doctor and he said she had a tummy bug. By Sunday the 15th April 2007 my mum had got worse so we decided to ring a ambulance to take her to the hospital. When the doctor arrived from the hospital he said my mum was having a heart attack, we was in shocked he said we should of rang sooner. I felt so guilty i thought it was just a bug and that it would pass. When the my mum left the house with the ambulance her heart stop it took then 20 mins to get her back where her heart had stop for so long they told us she might have brain damage. She ended up on a life support machine and was doing good i really thought she would wake up and was not expecting that phone call on the 20th April 2007 to say come to the hospital my mum had deterioated in the night and her organs were giving up. It was the most hardest thing i have ever gone through but im happy i was there with my mum when she passed away and that she was not alone...
Life will never be the same without her here. What i would do to have her back, to cuddle her and see her smiling face. My mum was a kind and gently person. We did have our ups and downs together, but i will always remember the good times we shared, I miss her so much she was the best mum ever, she was also like a best friend to me i told her everything!
She will always be a big part of my life and we will always be with me.
i love her so much xxxx

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♥ღ♥ My Angel ♥ღ♥

♥ღ♥ You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.

I miss you a lot
And I wish you could have stayed,
But I thought
It's better for you, so I prayed.

And I keep praying
And thinking
But also crying
And leaking.

It was tearing me apart
Before I actualy knew
Through those golden gates
Those angel guards were you.

You were everything
That you could possibly be
And now that I think of it
Why was I only thinking about me?

You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.

I see
You watching over me
And hear
You speaking to me
I won't
Give up and not care
I will
Move on and be fair.

As I think about you
I might be sad for a while
But as I think again My Angel
I see your happy smile
Smiling down at me
Through the clouds
And through the sky
I've left the ground
And just died.
I'm coming to be with you
And God, too.

You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above ♥ღ♥

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I LOVE YOU LOTS
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I love you lots and i always will
Now that you're gone time has stood still
I love you so much and i miss you so bad
And i want to thank you for the time that we had
I love you lots more than you know
And i just wish i could tell you so.
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We sat beside your bedside,
our hearts were crushed and sore
we did our duty till the end,
Till we could do no more.
In tears we watched you sinking
we watched you fade away,
and though our hearts were breaking
we knew you could not stay.
You left behind some aching hearts,
that loved you most sincere.
We never shall and never will
forget you Debbie dear.

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We never knew that morning what
sorrow the day would bring.
A special heart stop beating
we could not do a thing.
You passed away so suddenly
without a last goodbye.
We cannot get used to losing you no
matter how we try.

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You’re Living On Within My Heart.

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It’s been a while since last we spoke
But how that time has flown
My love for you does not lessen
In fact my love has grown

I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am you’ll be
I’ll keep the promises I made
My love for you will never fade

I know you’re watching over me
Your gentle ways live on
And I’ll always feel your tender love
You’re still with me though you’re gone

You’re living on within my heart
A memory strong and pure
I carry deep within my soul
A love that will forever endure

I miss you so, I love you
And know that I’ll see your face
As soon as I pass through the gates
And join to in that heavenly place

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♥ღ♥GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST♥ღ♥
Gods loving arms enfolded you
with tender loving care,
He saw that you were suffering
as you laid in silence there,
He said the time has come
for you to take a rest,
He held you in his arms and said,
"I ONLY TAKE THE BEST"
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A beautiful star shines where
you rest,
For an Angel we love and
can never forget... x

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love to a special angel

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♥..*..♥~SWEET DREAMS ANGEL~♥..*..♥


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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.

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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.

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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,

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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.

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____;۞ ۞ ;_..If roses grow in Heaven Lord
__-;۞ ۞ ۞ ;_..Please pick a bunch for me
_____.\|/_.....Place them in my mummy arms
____((( )))....and tell her they're from me x x x x

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____ALWAYS__ (▒)(▒)))…JADE XXXX